I need to blog because I like to blog, and blogging helps me keep my thoughts straight; but I don’t know what to say right now. Haha… I still want to blog about fun things, but I want to mix them in with the things God is showing me. It feels like a crazy mix, and I know I’ve done it before, but I feel like this time it’s different somehow.
I don’t know if it’s because I’m still struggling against these changes in my life, sometimes it feels that way. It’s like I’m like this brick and God’s will is the clover blooming through the cracks.
I think that part of me is enjoying this growth so much that I’m afraid I’ll go back to just fun and silly ‘this is what I’m doing’ posts and I’ll forget to tell you all about what God is doing, too.
I know that won’t happen, but no one ever said our fears weren’t occasionally completely unrealistic… deep down, I know that just as God wouldn’t allow me to go to sleep until I posted on Monday, I know that He won’t let me not post about Him.